May 12, 2011

Pengalaman Banyak Mengajar


Few days ago I went to Kota Melaka with my cousins :) 
On the way there one of my cousins suddenly asked me, ' Mi, bf orang mane?'
It was not i ashamed to tell them or what, 
its just ERRGGHHH dah takde soalan lain dalam dunia ke. 
tanye laah, lepas ni Mi study mane?
Ayah bagi apa hadiah SPM (Oh well, seems like aku dapat straight A+ kann) -___-

Naaaaah, let's talk about this L.O.V.E thingy.

pelik laah, orang duk berkasih sayang dekat facebook, put relationship dengan orang itu lah, next month orang lain laaah. You know, express feeling towards each other dekat public -__- ok ok, memang hak masing-masing lah its just not for me (: I don't express my feelings about love(towards other sex) on public, heh buat ape. and few of them are not my real friends and even i don't know  them very well. well, i had mum, aunts, uncles, cousins on facebook to put a gap between my love lifes. BUT HEH, i don't even have one right now :) seriously i didn't blame anyone but again, it is just not for me (:

I had only been a couple once. wehh, what past is past lah. And now i'm freely happily single! yawhhhhh, im didn't feel a pang of jealousy to the other girls (including my friends)  yg tengah berdua sekarang (: sebab sekarang bagi saye, still not the time nak bercintan cintun ni, nanti laaaaaah lame lagi. ade jodoh tak kemane (: what i learnt is, kawan dahh cukup :) tak salah nak rapat tapi ke arah perasaan ni belum terfikir lagi. 

''I guess its true what people say that you never forget your first''
hahh, ape ape laah. to me what past is past. memang lah kadang2 mmg tak dpt dinafikan.
but, life goes on.
aku BENCI bila bace 'habis madu sepah dibuang'
WTH.
bak kate ade satu kawan saye ni,
takkan lah nak merayu meh meh dekat kat aku balik.
and nak kene tunjuk ke kalau kite ingat kat orang tu ke?
again, it is not for me(:
biarlah memori ke kenangan ke simpan ketat ketat dalam ingatan.
i don't show my feelings to public , care aku appreciate orang ke tak perlu nak ditunjukkan. 
Alhamdulillah, bersyukur gile dengan hidup sekarang.
aku ada Dia :)
aku tau Dia sayang aku tho kadang kadang aku tau aku lalai menunaikan segale perintahnye.
tapi manusia mmg tak perfect and i need bimbingan dari semua.
He always there when i need someone to talk,
skandals?
HEH. ni lagi aku malas.
boleh merosakkan persahabatan antara 2 pihak, seriously.
to me, kawan kawan aje lahh dulu dengan semua.
and might be, ade lahh yg special one kan.
but,
takde laah sampai nak komitmen in a relationship tuuu,
belum lagi lah kepade hamba Allah yg bername SHARMIMI nii ;)
I promise myself to not cry over another guy, or another breakup, to not love so easily, not to be too cheap to any guys. hehh, typical? ^^

pade saye,
chillax laah, ade jodoh tak kemane.
umur belum cukup nak mengundi tak payah nak gatalgatal yeeee (ok ok, ni cakap kt diri sendiri sajeee)

PS, makan pizza agaiinn <3

3 comments:

  1. Mimi! I'm with you! :)) three thumbs UP! <3

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  2. I LOVE YOU SYATRAH! :) THANKSSSSSS aku syg kaaaau!

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  3. aik macam tau jer sape....

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